How does a lustful girl become a jade girl?

　　Every time we met, he would make excuses to go to bed with me, saying that he wanted to open my heart. In this way, I was well "educated" by him, and I opened myself up and began to slowly enjoy sex. At first, I didn’t react too much to his flirting, but I didn’t resist. Later, after many close contacts, my body began to feel different.…

　　My first love thought I was frigid

　　Now that I think about it, maybe I had a fundamental problem with my sexual psychology, so I drove away both of my boyfriends.

　　I met my first love in college when I was 20 years old. He had many girlfriends before me and had a lot of sexual experience. I have always been a little concerned about this, thinking that he is a very flowery and erotic man. However, everyone's first love is a bit blind, desperate, and at a loss as to what to do. At that time, I couldn't help myself at all. I knew that sooner or later he would get tired of me, but I still wanted to keep him and give me everything. However, when he had a relationship with me, he began to change. The woman who gets it is no longer popular, is that true? I can't figure it out.

　　Finally, he said that I was frigid, like a little girl compared to other women, and couldn't bring up his passion, so he proposed to break up. In fact, I know that he has already fallen in love with another girl. Being criticized by a man like this doesn't make people feel negative and inferior. What's more, I am a traditional girl. Where can I get the erotic teasing skills to satisfy lusty men?

　　For him and for my incomplete self, I cried for 360 days. By the time my heart began to calm down, I had already spent my youth and went out to work.